dawliah_pwns

And if you read this, well that's all on you:
no poems to hide behind, don't let words be your tool
to get to me.. again. I'll say my piece, and let it be

but this has been eating me alive for the longest.

And..

If you hate me: well, maybe it's for the better,
as I read every last message, as if it where your goodbye letter.
Instead of you just shoving me out of your life
like I was nothing but someone to pass by the time:
used, you said you felt, but in the end who really used who?

I stood, with doubt written on my face, so clear for you to see:
and I swear, I hope she let's you down, and does the same thing you did to me.
I hope she disappoints you, every time you trust again..
and every picture you've painted with her pale pretty face
melts into your mind, becomes that stain you cant erase:

on knees, I begged, I wished, I've prayed.
That for once your heart is the one that get's played.

I hope she ruins you: and every fairy tale you read brings tears to your eye's.
I hope she steals something from you.. like your will to be alive,
like mine. She stole. She crept. She .. was just like you.
A parasite.